Reendiana

Exploring Life’s Abundance Through Words, One Page at a Time!

  • It’s Not the End, It’s My Becoming

    It’s Not the End, It’s My Becoming

    It’s strange, really. I know the door in front of me is already open. But somehow, I’m still standing here, not ready to knock or step through it. And after reflecting deeply, I realize why. > Because I don’t have another option yet. Not in terms of comfort or clarity. I just know that leaving… Read more

  • When Strength Feels Like a Threat

    When Strength Feels Like a Threat

    I’m writing this right after I woke up, typing on my phone, actually. Well, it’s not like I slept well anyway. My mind’s been racing again, and maybe this is just my way of easing it. Putting thoughts into words always helps me breathe a little easier. Lately, I’ve been thinking about something, how strange… Read more

  • Respect Is Earned and Not Given

    Respect Is Earned and Not Given

    Tonight, I find myself typing through tears. The room is quiet, but my mind isn’t. It keeps buzzing, replaying words, moments, and tiny things that somehow grew too heavy to carry. I told myself I’d sleep after taking my meds, that I’d drift to my safe place, the one where my thoughts finally rest. But… Read more

  • The Dictionary I Haven’t Finished Writing Yet

    The Dictionary I Haven’t Finished Writing Yet

    I know this doesn’t relate at all to my nature, nor to the big personality I usually carry.But lately, I’ve been trying so hard to swallow this pain that doesn’t seem to fade. It’s strange how life sometimes pulls us into chapters we never planned to write.I’ve always thought I understood my own story, bold,… Read more

  • If You Believe, Then You Trust, and You Got It

    If You Believe, Then You Trust, and You Got It

    Sometimes, life gives us moments where logic doesn’t work, where all you can do is believe. Believing means surrendering your doubts, even when everything feels uncertain. It’s choosing faith over fear. When you truly believe, trust naturally follows, trust in timing, in process, in yourself, and maybe in something bigger than you. And when you… Read more

  • What’s in a Name? Apparently, Everything!

    What’s in a Name? Apparently, Everything!

    You know those cute nicknames couples give each other, Bi, Mi, Boo, Baby, that sometimes make people roll their eyes? 😅 Well, maybe it’s time we stop calling them cringy (or alay/lebay in Indonesian). Because what if… it’s actually manifesting? 💫 From Cringe to Abundance I had this little realization moment: What if “Bi” and… Read more